Saturday, November 13, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITA IRENE!
what's ur carne?
so lately i haven't been myself.. by any other definition, i am clearly the antithesis of the known, ever-so-bubbly "michelle".. i've become so lackadaisical & indifferent towards school and home (mostly school).. after a reluctant acceptance of my situation, i've embraced the comfort of my comforter, sleeping away the sadness, refusing to confront the inevitable.. y does failure seem so harsh?.. failure.. wow, that word reverberates thru my bones.. there's a certain familiarity.. that's right! there was a frequency of that word this summer; however its origin was not of my mouth, but rather a friend's.. was i a liar when i spoke of a "silver-lining" advancing only a few feet from the gloomy clouds.. hopelessness and pity.. these are the cushions of my anguish.. what ever happened to my faith in the omnipotent God? has it diminished? or has it just been swept under the same rug of my tumultuous adolescence only to be discovered once again in an attempt to salvage the bits and pieces of my sanity? no need to worry, i'm not goin agnostic.. i'm just feelin so distant..

USC vs Arizona
was initially asked to participate in Troy Camp's "pass the can" but was disappointed when rows & rows of people filled the place.. gee whiz.. so i'm up in leavey tryin to study, but who can when a bunch of drunk buster-ds echo shouts of "don't study! it's time to party".. gosh dangit.. i think i might join them.. the noise just threw me off.. i anticipated this much disturbance and yet i came.. on a lighter note, go team! show them wildcats where the winner's at! special g'luck to my boys chris m & john l..

*[[ The magic within... ]]*
|4:45 PM|


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